Saturday, March 14, 2009

will you

Will you be my mother
Will you be my father
Will you give me a name
Will you be my hope
Will you be my strength
Will you be my voice for me when I can't speak
Will you be guiding light
Will you take me for who I am
Will you make me your choice
Will you love me for what happens or doesn't
Will you hold my hand when I reach out
Will I be a perfect fit for you
I am sacred about what is a head of me will you stay by me for better or worse because I have faith in you.

Mustang

As the weeks went by I was on the mend and back to being my normal self. I was back to riding my horses and hanging out with my brothers. No much has happened except I found an abandoned horse and we brought it home. It's a mustang we found him romeing wild out in the fields. "You know horse we can start to like each other if you give me a change" I said "You know I like you too neah" Marc said. I laughed at him "I never knew horses talked" I laughed. "What should we namer her?" Marc asked. "How about Texie yah know for were we live" I said. "Sounds good" Marc said and we walked back

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Mask

I hide behind a mask because I don't want you to see the real me
These masks come in layers each one more different than the next one
These masks are what I've become and not what I was
They hide my fears and my secrets
Some masks are painful and some are happy
You hurt me I put another one on to hide it
I am scared but I don't show it
I have learned to listen to the masks and forget what I use to be
I'm not ready yet but one day I will see what I truly was and not who I am today
They whisper to me and tell me lies and each one sticks to me and I don't know who to believe
I need help and will see one day I'm a perfect person and not the monster I became

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Mustang

As we finlay got to the house I could hear Marc yelling from the front room. I wondered if he could see us coming or was he fighting with Brady?. Suddenly I saw mom come running out of the house to be right by Ted's side. "She's fine I think she broke her ankle tho". Ted said "What happened to her?." Mom said. "Surprise I tripped" I mumbled. "That's no surprise". Marc said. "Go and get your dad". Mom said. We finlay made it inside the house as Ted put me down on the couch to wait for dad to come. "Alright let me take a look at it. Dad said as he walked in the house and came right to me. Dad looked at it for a with than left the house and 10 mins later he came back in. "Looks like you have to take it easy you sprained it, well wrap you up you'll be good as new". Dad said. "You match the horse out there". Brady said. "At least that horse has no annoying brother like you" I snapped. "Easy does it your as temperamental as that Mustang out there." Brady said. "Go fly a kite Brady". I yelled. "See I was right". Dad laughed. "What?". Mom said. "She's alreay getting better". Dad said.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Mustang

"You know Ted your not that bad to hang with".I said. "I really love having you as a sister you know even though your older than me." Ted said. I laughed and stood up. "I'm also taller". I said. Ted stood next to me I never knew how fast that kid really had grown I bet by the end of the summer he'll be bigger than me but I don't mind I'm still growing as well. "You think you can stop growing so I can get a head start". I laughed. "Not gonna happen Mag pie you know well all be bigger than you". Ted said I've always been the little one well accept next to Marc we were identical in height every time he grew so did I. "You know I'm gonna miss this place when I'm off to college". I said. "Your only in grade 10". Ted said. "I know, you know what I'm gonna miss the most?". I said. "Not at all'. Ted said. "Oh you know it's something called three smelly brothers". I laughed. "I'll show you smelly". Ted laughed. He reached over to grab me but I got away fast enough that he didn't catch me. I turned and ran but I tripped and fell. "You by far are so clumsy". Ted said. He looked down at me I tryed to get up but I cloudn't get my leg to move and I started to cry. "I can't get up". I said. Ted didn't say anything to me scooped me up into his arms and walked me home in slience.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

My friend

You held my hand when I needed it
You dried my tears when I cried
You carried me when I couldn't walk
You spoke for me when I couldn't find the words to say
You make me laugh when I wanted to cry
You stood up for me when no one else did
You stayed behind when everyone else left
You gave me a seat when there was only one left
You gave me the piece of bread when I was hungry
You gave me water when I was thirsty
You held the door for me for no reason
You gave me your coat when I was cold
You gave me your umbrella when it started to rain
You are my day to my night
You are my bestfriend and I love you

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Mustang

Once the rain stoped I bursted out the door into a run and didn't look back. I didn't know were I was going or what was running through my head but it shure felt good. I ran until I couldn't breath than I had to slow to a walk everything smelt so good and clean and fresh. I found a streem at the edge of the farm it was babling away so peaceful and perfet than I heard foot steps behind me. "Oh great I'm being fallowed" I thought. "What wrong?" Said Ted. "Nothing I felt like running". I said "You are strange" Ted said. I just smiled and hugged him and was happy to be with him at that moment.