Every day someone hears the same thing. You can't do this, Your not going to do that, That's to hard for you, You wont succeed. Eell havn't you ever heard of incurgae ment. it helps people feed off that and after a while they think it's true and what kind of person does that make you?. Think about it

Broken road

I walk this road all cracked and broken
I pray not to fall in them
My feet are bare my hands are shaking
I hope with all my might you'll be their by my side
I take a step and fall to my knees
I get back but and try again
I look down to be safe
I feel scared I need realise

Time to reconect

I hav never been on here since may 27 I am here I am alright

Saying goodbye and hello at the same time

well I have come to hit a bump in my road of life when I am saying good bye to my dog of 14 years. You have been a great best friend for so many years you kept he safe you kept me happy. I'll miss you a bunch and I love you very much. Have a great sleep and I'll see you soon. MacDuffy 1993-2009. But on the other hand I want to welcome little Quinn into the world my new cousin love you lots.... Sirallan

Mustang

"Earth to Maggie you their?" Marc said. I just laid their and stared up into the sky thinking about things and how they work out. "did you check for a pulse?" Brady said. "I'm fine trust me". I mumbled. "She speaks". Brady says. "If you want to get buried alive I suggest you run now". I said. I finely sat up and looked around at the faces starring back at me expecting them to at least say something. "You OK Mag you seamed pretty quite lately". Ted said. "I'm fine can't I be quite?". I said. "Guess so". Marc said. "Nothings wrong I'm fine don't worry about me". I said as I ran in the other direction towards the entrance of the farm to wait for Dave.

You amaze me

You amaze me with every blink of your eyes
You amaze me with every breath you take
You amaze me with every little look you make
You amaze me with every little thing
Your first smile
Your first giggle
Your first words
Your first crawl
Your first step
You amazed me since day one
Your my little one to hold and keep forever and for always
You amaze me just by being their I love your little face
I'm looking forward to your little every things
I love you my baby you'll be

Mustang

As the month flew by I had started to get closer to Dave he'd drop by every night and we would so for rides. I knew from the day I met him we'd become friends and I have gotten use to having him here. "Dave you wanna ride?" I asked as soon as he came down the drive way. He always made me feel special when I was with him. "I was thinking of going for a hick insted if that's alright with you?". Dave said. "That sounds great". I said. We started off in one direction and kept on going until we go to the forest. "This is fun" I said. "Just you wait" said Dave. We kept on welking until we hit a clearing and it was so amazing to see.

Mustang

I was finlay glad to be back on my feet as I was walking around enjoying the out doors than I noticed someone on my front porch and decided to introduce myself. "who are you?".I asked. "My name is David, but you and call me Dave". Dave said. "I'm Maggie, It's nice to meet you". I said. "So have long have you lived out here?". Dave said. "My whole life pretty much. I don't know any better place than here". I said. "I don't know were I came from was pretty nice we had mountains". Dave said. "We have forests and cliffs". I said. We stood there for a moment until the front door opend and out came my brother oh no. "How are you? and what do you want?". Bradie said."Knock it off".I mumbled. "I'm Dave I came to see you guys because I just moved in down the road". Dave said. Braden huffed and walked away. "So besides that how many other siblings do you have". Dave said. "Two other brothers and you?."I asked. "Just my little sister".Dave said "How old are you?". I asked "15 and you?". Dave asked " The same next week March 21."I smiled.

Sorry

I never meant to make you angry
I never meant to make you cry
I don't know what to say sorry gets to old fast
I want to make you feel better but I don't know how
will a hug do?
Will a I love you?
Will you forgive me time and time
Or will it take a little longer to heal?
Please don't put that wall up I don't want you to
I'm trying to get your forgiveness please don't walk away
Please let me tell you I don't want to do that it's all me not you
please forgive me please

will you

Will you be my mother
Will you be my father
Will you give me a name
Will you be my hope
Will you be my strength
Will you be my voice for me when I can't speak
Will you be guiding light
Will you take me for who I am
Will you make me your choice
Will you love me for what happens or doesn't
Will you hold my hand when I reach out
Will I be a perfect fit for you
I am sacred about what is a head of me will you stay by me for better or worse because I have faith in you.

Mustang

As the weeks went by I was on the mend and back to being my normal self. I was back to riding my horses and hanging out with my brothers. No much has happened except I found an abandoned horse and we brought it home. It's a mustang we found him romeing wild out in the fields. "You know horse we can start to like each other if you give me a change" I said "You know I like you too neah" Marc said. I laughed at him "I never knew horses talked" I laughed. "What should we namer her?" Marc asked. "How about Texie yah know for were we live" I said. "Sounds good" Marc said and we walked back

Mask

I hide behind a mask because I don't want you to see the real me
These masks come in layers each one more different than the next one
These masks are what I've become and not what I was
They hide my fears and my secrets
Some masks are painful and some are happy
You hurt me I put another one on to hide it
I am scared but I don't show it
I have learned to listen to the masks and forget what I use to be
I'm not ready yet but one day I will see what I truly was and not who I am today
They whisper to me and tell me lies and each one sticks to me and I don't know who to believe
I need help and will see one day I'm a perfect person and not the monster I became

Mustang

As we finlay got to the house I could hear Marc yelling from the front room. I wondered if he could see us coming or was he fighting with Brady?. Suddenly I saw mom come running out of the house to be right by Ted's side. "She's fine I think she broke her ankle tho". Ted said "What happened to her?." Mom said. "Surprise I tripped" I mumbled. "That's no surprise". Marc said. "Go and get your dad". Mom said. We finlay made it inside the house as Ted put me down on the couch to wait for dad to come. "Alright let me take a look at it. Dad said as he walked in the house and came right to me. Dad looked at it for a with than left the house and 10 mins later he came back in. "Looks like you have to take it easy you sprained it, well wrap you up you'll be good as new". Dad said. "You match the horse out there". Brady said. "At least that horse has no annoying brother like you" I snapped. "Easy does it your as temperamental as that Mustang out there." Brady said. "Go fly a kite Brady". I yelled. "See I was right". Dad laughed. "What?". Mom said. "She's alreay getting better". Dad said.

Mustang

"You know Ted your not that bad to hang with".I said. "I really love having you as a sister you know even though your older than me." Ted said. I laughed and stood up. "I'm also taller". I said. Ted stood next to me I never knew how fast that kid really had grown I bet by the end of the summer he'll be bigger than me but I don't mind I'm still growing as well. "You think you can stop growing so I can get a head start". I laughed. "Not gonna happen Mag pie you know well all be bigger than you". Ted said I've always been the little one well accept next to Marc we were identical in height every time he grew so did I. "You know I'm gonna miss this place when I'm off to college". I said. "Your only in grade 10". Ted said. "I know, you know what I'm gonna miss the most?". I said. "Not at all'. Ted said. "Oh you know it's something called three smelly brothers". I laughed. "I'll show you smelly". Ted laughed. He reached over to grab me but I got away fast enough that he didn't catch me. I turned and ran but I tripped and fell. "You by far are so clumsy". Ted said. He looked down at me I tryed to get up but I cloudn't get my leg to move and I started to cry. "I can't get up". I said. Ted didn't say anything to me scooped me up into his arms and walked me home in slience.

My friend

You held my hand when I needed it
You dried my tears when I cried
You carried me when I couldn't walk
You spoke for me when I couldn't find the words to say
You make me laugh when I wanted to cry
You stood up for me when no one else did
You stayed behind when everyone else left
You gave me a seat when there was only one left
You gave me the piece of bread when I was hungry
You gave me water when I was thirsty
You held the door for me for no reason
You gave me your coat when I was cold
You gave me your umbrella when it started to rain
You are my day to my night
You are my bestfriend and I love you

Mustang

Once the rain stoped I bursted out the door into a run and didn't look back. I didn't know were I was going or what was running through my head but it shure felt good. I ran until I couldn't breath than I had to slow to a walk everything smelt so good and clean and fresh. I found a streem at the edge of the farm it was babling away so peaceful and perfet than I heard foot steps behind me. "Oh great I'm being fallowed" I thought. "What wrong?" Said Ted. "Nothing I felt like running". I said "You are strange" Ted said. I just smiled and hugged him and was happy to be with him at that moment.

Don't

Don't stand there and tell me your sorry because I don't beleave you
Don't pretened your my friend show me you are
Don't walk out on me when I don't walk out on you
Don't leave me alone when I 'm scared because I'll be there for you
Don't tell me you love me than break my hart
Don't laugh at me when I squrew up just help me
Don't ignore me when I cry out for help
Don't let go of me when I need you to hold me tight
Don't feel sorry for me when I don't need it
Don't tell me to jump when I'm not ready
Don't be a hero all the time it's nice to just blend in
Don't pretend to be brave it's ok to be scared

Mustang

After all the unwraping was over with the rain seam to slow to a drizzle. For once I'd like to see snow I've always woundered what it's like. "Earth to Mag what are you thinking" Marc said. "Snow" I mumbled. "You arn't going to find any of that here kiddo" Dad said. I sighed and walked to the front door and went outside. The gentil rain made everything green and lush I wished it would be like this forever.